Hello......... ^^ i dunno whom i said hello to.. >.<

duh cape d... lately...it seems that everything seems so supportive for me to "sulk", complain and simply giving in and up!! People seems cant get enough of this.. (though they might not realise it or...not even mean it) but what they did is just hurting me.......

but U are so amazing God....U simply TRUST me e.n.o.u.g.h and BELIEVE me e.n.o.u.g.h moreover U are so [SECURE] that U let me be...U gave me so much time and space to think about what the world throws at me... U gave me all that I need...and W-A-I-T till I run to U...

You know that one day I can really see that the one that tries to kill and steal is NEVER EVER giving up to keep throwing rubbish at me, so that I run away further and further away from You...
but then when I realize and that I want to change...You always encourage me... theres always people popped out of nowhere and encourage me. (I believe its from You) Thank u God.

Im sorry if in my mind I ran "from" You not run "to" You...... that I will look all other ways before I run back to You... Im sorry that Im sooooo impatient...soooo unbelief.... sooo scared and sooo insecure... that i cant loose control.

God...sing to me... Romance me... and Love me... if he's the one from You... I believe You will made a way Lord... I cant see his heart.. I cant always believe his words..when his actions says otherwise... Father...protect me. I cant go through this alone....

My Love songs aint sweet unless You sing it for me.
My Love stories aint beautiful without You in it.
My Love is forever empty without Your presence.
My Love is forever missing without Your blessing.
My Love is nothing WITHOUT You.