God...

How I long to serve You...
To be used by You..
to be someone that You can work through..... >.<

but why it seems... i really cant do much..
cant really do the best for things You already put in my hand?
isnt it that You wouldnt give me things to do if I couldnt handle it?

God...
why i feel so useless so many times..
why i feel so tired too many times...
God...
I wanna be like Joshua or Gideon Lord..
that ones confident is in YOU
and You ALONE.......

You see the mighty man of God in them...
do You see a beautiful and wise woman in me?
God...
i wanna be closer to You..
wanna be loved by You..

indeed all that I have..
friends that i have been looking for and found em..
this wont fill my Heart ........
only You could satisfy
this longing in my heart...

Daddy... I need You..
need You to hold me..
to show me where I should go..
to whisper to me that I am Your best gal..
to hold me and say I am Your princess...

-needing You-