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hmm... just realized that ive been wasting so much time... looking for things in the wrong places..
and just realized that the consequences i have to pay seems to so large.. =(
so sad..

hmm.. what to do now? what to do now?

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just wanna break down and cry sometimes.. but usually that doesnt help much..
hmm..


can only cry out to You and finding the things i need in the right direction...
but whats in the future.. whats next.. im still clueless..
please help me somehow..? =(

T T


when everything had happened..
when i have no friend..
when trusts are broken..
when tears are shed..
when hope is lost...
when pain surrounds..
in these long hour of my sorrow..
when a laughter fails to comfort..
when my heart ache..
when confusion is all around me..
when i dont think i can go on...
when the darkness is my closest friend..

Lord.. i can only cling to You.. *cries out*