*sigh*.... its 5 o'clock in the afternoon...in the morning i complained about being so hungry..
and in the past few hours ive been complaining about have to go to work after work...
complain about not getting paid enough....... >.<

hiks hiks... so sad sometimes.. so tired....

but when i think about it....
we human ALWAYS... ALWAYS have something to complain about.
we complain almost about EVERYTHING...

so.... when i think about it deeper... its all about choices we have to made..
Which perspective we want to see when we see problems...

when I look at myself have to work so hard for things...
I should really be grateful that I still have job...(TWO JOBS!)
when I look at myself (I wanna say SOOOO but maybe NOT THAT MUCH) f.a.t
I should really thank God that I still have food to eat..
and opportunity to be healthy (as in..when i feel fat I should go exercise and thats healthy) =p

when I see that people getting paid so much more than I do...
maybe I have to learn to work my best still though not many people seems appreciate it.. as in...
I thank God.. that He is a God who knows what I have done... and I believe He wouldnt stand
still... There must be things that He wants me to learn in this company... =)

Baru jem 9 nih............. duhhh Laperrr... >.< udah minum Up n Go juga tetep aja laper..
dari tadi di bus udah cravingnya... Fooodddd........ pengennya yang crunchy yang asin... >.<

HUmmmm...............

sometimes i have the urge to go back to the past...
where our love was strong
where our love was simply perfect...
sometimes i feel like asking the world where it went wrong...
asking the reason of why all this happen to God...

hum...

but i know...
our love aint over...
i still love you the same..
no..not the same..
i love you even more now..
not with my love..but His love..
the way He loves me..now thats my source of Love...

darling....
it hurts i know..and i know you know it too..
and i know you know it hurts for me too..
when i feel so lonely... i know you will feel the same way too...
but when loneliness knocked on the door..
I can only pray that we will be strong...
keep on the right track and keep searching for His love...

what went wrong.. we know..
when the perfect love become so wrong...we know...
now that we fight it together..
i hope we can strive for this....

i l o v e y o u
i m i s s y o u
i w a n t t o b e w i t h y o u
m i s s h o l d i n g y o u
m i s s b e i n g i n y o u r a r m s

miss you so...... T.T

Hello......... ^^ i dunno whom i said hello to.. >.<

duh cape d... lately...it seems that everything seems so supportive for me to "sulk", complain and simply giving in and up!! People seems cant get enough of this.. (though they might not realise it or...not even mean it) but what they did is just hurting me.......

but U are so amazing God....U simply TRUST me e.n.o.u.g.h and BELIEVE me e.n.o.u.g.h moreover U are so [SECURE] that U let me be...U gave me so much time and space to think about what the world throws at me... U gave me all that I need...and W-A-I-T till I run to U...

You know that one day I can really see that the one that tries to kill and steal is NEVER EVER giving up to keep throwing rubbish at me, so that I run away further and further away from You...
but then when I realize and that I want to change...You always encourage me... theres always people popped out of nowhere and encourage me. (I believe its from You) Thank u God.

Im sorry if in my mind I ran "from" You not run "to" You...... that I will look all other ways before I run back to You... Im sorry that Im sooooo impatient...soooo unbelief.... sooo scared and sooo insecure... that i cant loose control.

God...sing to me... Romance me... and Love me... if he's the one from You... I believe You will made a way Lord... I cant see his heart.. I cant always believe his words..when his actions says otherwise... Father...protect me. I cant go through this alone....

My Love songs aint sweet unless You sing it for me.
My Love stories aint beautiful without You in it.
My Love is forever empty without Your presence.
My Love is forever missing without Your blessing.
My Love is nothing WITHOUT You.