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hmm... just realized that ive been wasting so much time... looking for things in the wrong places..
and just realized that the consequences i have to pay seems to so large.. =(
so sad..

hmm.. what to do now? what to do now?

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just wanna break down and cry sometimes.. but usually that doesnt help much..
hmm..


can only cry out to You and finding the things i need in the right direction...
but whats in the future.. whats next.. im still clueless..
please help me somehow..? =(

T T


when everything had happened..
when i have no friend..
when trusts are broken..
when tears are shed..
when hope is lost...
when pain surrounds..
in these long hour of my sorrow..
when a laughter fails to comfort..
when my heart ache..
when confusion is all around me..
when i dont think i can go on...
when the darkness is my closest friend..

Lord.. i can only cling to You.. *cries out*

love this song to the max... =D


I'm so mad at you right now
That I can't think straight
And I should shut my mouth
So I don't let out the cruel things I say

Cuz when love starts out
It's all peachy
I love you, you love me seems easy
It's like a walk in the park
But sometimes it takes an act of my will
And a walk in a park turns to uphill

But I promise to give you my heart
I will choose to love you, yeahh
Even though I wanna stay mad
Even though I wanna get angry
Though it may be easier to walk away
I will choose to stay & love you

Love is just so beautiful
sometimes it takes work
And the ones you love
At times can leave you so hurt

Cuz when love starts out
It's all peachy
I love you, you love me seems easy
It's like a walk in the park
But the picture of love some try to paint
It's a contrast to the real landscape
But I promise to give you my heart

I will choose to love you, yeahh
Even though I wanna stay mad
Even though I wanna get angry
Though it may be easier to walk away
I will choose to stay
I choose you, I choose you, yeahh
I choose youuI choose you everyday
I choose you

Some people think that love is just a feeling
So they fall out of love as quickly as they fell in
Some people think that love is just a game
But they the ones who always seem to end up getting played
Though everything around might change
One thing will still remain
I will choose to love you, yeahh

Even though I wanna stay mad
Even though I wanna get angry
Though it may be easier to walk away
I will choose to stay
I choose youuuuu
I choose youu, heyy yeahh
I choose youu, whoooww
I choose you everyday
I choose you


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