aching... Lord... its so painful.. T T it aches so much that i can feel it physically.. Help me o Lord.. anytime i feel like giving it all up and run.. but everytime You strengthen me to stay.. Lord.. hold my hand through all this.. would You? You are my strength You are my peace You are whom i run to You o my God is faithful You are the reason i can still go to work You are the reason i can still smile You are the reason i live